There is Something outside

There is Something outside

In early May, I used to stand

on the branches of the cherry tree in our backyard

as if its limbs would bring me

closer to the sky, its buds just beginning to develop

into peeking infants.

Those soft pink pure petals were so beautiful that

I wanted to eat them;

in my mind they would snap between my teeth like

an edged breath

in the middle of a long sentence.

It would be satisfying to make something break.

From in my tree I could hear the television

blaring through the windows of the house:

loud noise to eclipse

the voices of my parents

as they yelled through the walls

about things I had not yet heard of.

I, being outside, was safe under the shade

of the beautiful monster tree that

grew like my big sister.

Always there to hold, to catch.

The soft pink pure clouds were breathlessly

painted upon the blue sky but

something seemed out of place;

this, however, was no bother.

My feet swung through dead

spring air, ready to catch me.

I wouldn’t have run away even

if I could.